1. |
bliss
01:41
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my love will never bloom
flowers wilt and die
burdened by mistrust
pressing on my lungs
i'm asking for more weight
pain is bliss x2
blood tinged skin
i'm dying to give in
blood tinged skin
i'm dying to give in
blood tinged skin
i'm dying to give in
pain is fucking bliss
pain is bliss
pain is bliss
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2. |
goodbye
02:31
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the softest smiles
the warmest laughs
everything decays
i'm waiting for the fade to black
desperation, pushes my hand to search and reach out
for anything
anywhere but here, this isolation
the fear, of if not but when
if not but when
i feel you slipping
i tighten my grasp
and still you fall
the same old cycle
self inflicted
the same old cycle
i am to bleed
i aim to bleed x3
i aim to bleed
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3. |
self-immolation
03:06
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when will i slip
(when will i slip)
give in to fate
(give in to fate)
nothing to lose
(nothing to lose)
self-immolate
burn
i don't think i'll ever feel clean
the digging feeling begins to sink in
obsessing to know, but unable to find
an easier out than slowly dying
how close to the flame can i get
before i let it burn my skin
burn my skin
if i could kill myself, without killing you
i'd ignite at the chance
when will i slip
give in to fate
nothing to lose
self-immolate
burn x4
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4. |
earthly bond
02:35
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this body feels more like a grave
i'll show you how bitter the dirt can taste x2
a split second
a weakness
feeds on my inability to cope
is what lies above my skin
just as bad as what's below?
the feeling of another's touch
is enough to make me grimace
but it doesn't compare to the eyes
sizing up my body
i'll escape this earthly bond
my mind is telling me to keep watch
a prisoner to "what if"
i pray to god that death is swift
i'll show you how bitter the dirt can taste x2
an endless rat race
death equates us all
an endless rat race
death equates us all
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5. |
dimmed love
02:26
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i could never give you what you need
so willing to love me, you need to be freed
i'll keep running and trying to hide
unable to love, and wondering why
i'm not the one, one day you'll see
dimmed love
i bring nothing but misery
dimmed love
set me free
i'm not the one, one day you'll see
dimmed love x2
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